I got a puppy! I am so excited and happy about that. The cost and money I am in debt now however scares the shit out of me….so if you are one of those people who is always trying to help others I will gladly except your donations!

The only other thing is……..It’s a Boy!!! See when it comes to pets I like girls and girls alone. I don’t like testosterone. I hate it when the hump things and the way the pee, the way they always want to mte with the poor female doggies, eww and how their penis expands and comes out all slimy….. gross.

So anyway…we went into the SPCA and they had just gotten puppies in their drop of box. Now I def. did not want any pupies. Way to much work! But then we looked at them. The first one I saw was the one that I got. He is a little white and orange Cocker Spaniel. He is only 8 weeks old. I saw the littl face and it was sooo cute and I held it and fell completely in love with it and then I flipped him over and it was def. a boy. But the odd thing was that while I was a little upset about it being a boy nothing about how I felt for it really change. Then we saw this tiny girl Jack Russel and she was gorgeous and would have made the most perfect Bianca in the world, but I didn’t love her right away and still felt sad about not holding the little guy. So that was it. He seems quite feminine and I am hoping he’s gay or at least bi. Straight boys sare me!

I don’t have him yet. I put the money out, but they have to make sure that he is healthy and ready to go home, which could take up to 2 weeks. I did do a little pre-homecomming shopping! I got him an adorible purple harness and purple leash. I also want to get him a little pink sweater and then some toys. But I want him to come and help out.

He is def. not a Dorian, but I’m not so sure that he is a Sebastion either. I never never planned on a boy so now I have to think of names. I am very interested in names that are good for girls and boys. I think and androgenyous name would suit him well…

Oh and this one will very likely be neutered soon. I know i have been adament about keeping my dog Willow intact, but i was just told horror stories about ejaculation and horniness.

In any case, money & maleness aside, I am extremely happy and excited about this new little one comming into my life.

He’s sooo cute!

Do you want to know what bothers me more than preteens saying “like” all the freaking time? When older people make fun of preteens for saying it. Erg! 101 ways to make an annoying thins more annoying!

Preteen: “Umm..so what do you think we should like do today? I wanna do like stuff alright!”

Asshole making fun of them: “Uhh….so like what do you like think we should like do like today? Ummm yea like i uhh like wanna do like stuff alright like.”

*Falls on the floor and convulses* I HATE THAT!!! It’s annoying and makes them sound socially inept. We know! Don’t make us want to gouge out or eyes by making it worse!

I had a pretty good holiday. The gifts I got from my family seemed less than thoughtful, but what else is new. My sister bought me a “Karen purse” She told me it looked like something Karen from Will & Grace would have so she had to get it for me. It is def. Karen’s taste and not mine, but I can see having a lot of fun with it. It’s dark brown kind of basket woven on the bottom with fake dark brown fur around the top. I think Vogue would approve as long as it is worn with something basic. Though of course I just know the rules I don’t follow them. Ahh… Fashion is bliss…. I also got a cute shirt from a store I like and legwarmers! I am in love with legwarmers! I don’t care what Seventeen Magazine says about them. Those catty bitches wouldn’t know style is it slapped them in the face.

My favorite part of the holidays was when we went back to my house in Wilkes Barre and I opened my presents from my ex. She always gets me the most thoughtful presents. She got me:

Cute fuzzy puppy slippers–Very cute!
Cranium–My favorite game in the world.
Wine–Yes!
Candy–Yay!
Organic/Vegan food that I love but am to cheap to buy–Presents!
2 pairs of boyshort underthong thingys–they are a comfy mix!
and (drumroll) a PUPPY! I haven’t gotten her yet, but already love her and have been thinking of names. I like:
Olivia….Livi for short
Fiona….not shortened
Bianca….Ani (prononced like the lezzi version of Ms.Difranco)
Sophie…Not shortened
Ella….This one is short enough
In the horrible chance I get a male I like:
Sebastion…Not shortened.
Dorian..Dori
Let me know if you Love/Hate any of them!

I am also a firm believer in buying something for yourself every Christmas. I bought myself a cute Dildo. This is the very 1st sex toy I have ever owned and I am very proud of myself for buying such a thing. It’s called Aphrodite and the color is Raspberry. It is made from silicone. When I am tired of it I can have it melted down and made into new breasties! (I’m kidding…) And I swear it is cute. I got it at http://www.blowfish.com, where they also have one shaped like Jesus on a cross.

She is thinner in real life, but her hips are pretty wide. I have yet to try her yet seeing as to I’m at the office, but I have had her on my desk standing up. An old lady says she is a very pretty sculpture and my dad/boss sayed that goddesses are sacriligous. Hehehe…if he only knew. I can’t wait to show my roommate. I bet he stops talking to me for a while and does the thing where he shakes his head and sighs……. Having a roommate is cool.

So that was pretty much my Christmas. Also my last day at the Sunglass Outlet is Saturday and I can’t wait. I was supposed to have off Sat, Sun, and Mon, but I got called in all three days. On Sunday I was already supposed to work for someone else when this girl Melissa called off so I had to work for her too! Urg! I can’t wait until Sunday. It will be my first day off in forever! I’ll most likely end up spending a day at the laundry mat.

Merry Christmas

&

Happy Holidays!

I hope yours are great…

10 Random Favorites:

The color pink
Feminine boys… (bisexuality is a plus)
Birkenstocks
Girls
Hair dye
Music….I am in the new band discovery period. If there are any you think I might like go ahead and suggest!
Rainbows, Pink, and Yellow.
Alone time
Making collages
Renewal of self

9 Things you are looking forward to

Living by myself
Learning about the world
Traveling
Going to college
Meeting new people
Being fully moved into my apartment
Getting a professional job
Earning enough money to live on
Getting a new puppy, naming her Bianca and calling her Ani for short!

8 Things You Wear Daily

A cotton bra
Boyshort panties
Black opaque tights
A skirt
A long sleeved bright colored shirt
A sweater
A smile
A pearl necklace…not real pearl it is a crystal with pearlized heavy laquer over it. I don’t wear the real thing… poor clams.

7 Things That Annoy You

Homophobia
Racism
Stupidity
Hatred
Unacceptance
Commercials
Eminem and all the other sexist rappers making money off of stupid girls

6 Things You Touch Everyday

My ex
My dog
My computer keyboard at work
My cell phone
My body
Sunglasses

5 Movies you could watch over and over

Dirty Dancing
Moulin Rouge
Braveheart
Care Bears: A new Generation
A Walk to Rememeber

4 Favorite Toys when you were a child

My stuffed bear: Mr. Teddy
My American Girl doll: Molly
My Care Bears
My Rainbow Brite doll: Shy Violet

3 People Kissed recently

ex
Mom
Sister

2 Favorite songs of the moment

Stormy Weather by Etta James
Colorblind by Counting Crows

1 Person you could spend the rest of your life with

ex

I am in a pretty good mood today… Listening to Etta James who is very cool.

I love her music. Which is odd because i’m a pop girl. Oh well… go check her music out! At Last and Stormy weather are my favorites!

Also I just discovered Death Cab for Cutie. They are very good. Check em out!

I had off from work yesterday so I got to spend the entire day at my new home. Hooray! It was a really great day. However I am begining to get pretty low on cash. Oh well… at least I got all my christmas shopping done. I just hope that I have my rent on time. Worrying about bills sucks! After we get a 3d roommate everything will be great. Anyone in the Wilkes Barre area need a new home?

Just let me know! Today is the 1st day that I have worn heels since I was about 13 and I don’t think that I will be wearing them agian anytime soon. It’s a big change to go from comphy Birkenstocks to a Manolo Blahnikesque heel. They do look cute though. I’m just looking forward to getting out of work and going home.

was late for work this morning. Only I guess I was the only one opening so the office was about an hour late opening. It doesn’t really matter though. I had such a crazy weekend and the roads were so bad there was no way I could have been on time.

I moved into my apartment on Saterday, but all of the moving vans were being used so we could only move boxes. No furnature. So we have a whole apartment with no furnature at all. Kyle and I are going to sleep there tonight anyway. I’ll just have to rough it and sleep on the floor. It should be alright.

We did go shopping so now we have food and all the extra house stuff we need. I got sheets! They are lavender jersey knit. Now if I only had that care bear comforter things would be perfect. Also I am planing on being a vegetarian now that I live on my own. I only want to eat chicken and some fish. No dairy. I think drinking milk from an animal is really gross. So I got plenty of veggie stuff. Woohoo!

However I had to leave my house early on Saterday due to the snow. We didn’t want to be trapped in Wilkes Barre with no clothing or furnature. So we went back to Kyle’s house and I stayed there until this morning when I came to work, but I’m going back to the apartment tonight and staying there. I’m so happy about it. The place is adorable and my room is so nice and I love everything about it. It think this is going to be good. The cable guy is coming tomorrow to hook up our basic cable and Kyle is going to ask about getting HBO and Showtime b/c we want Sex in the City, Queer as Folk, and The L Word. That should be good.

I’m almost done with Christmas shopping and that makes me happy. I just hope that I get what I want this year.

I’m in a great great mood!

Had sex last night with my ex. Screw the rules! It was so awesome.

It doesn’t matter that we aren’t going out anymore b/c we have so much love for each other still. We just didn’t work as a couple. I will still always be there for her and I know that she will always be there for me. Plus we are both single right now so what’s to lose?

Anyway, I’m sure it will all come to a sad end when one of us gets into a new relationship, but I’m glad things ended on such good terms. I will always wish her nothing, but the best.

I think I’m ready for a male relationship now. We’ll see what happens.

I am in a very good mood today! Buffy Season 5 just came in on DVD. I ordered it from deepdiscountdvd.com back in August so I am very happy it has arrived! Also my new bunch of Netflix movies also came in. Moral is high! However hygiene is low. I slept over at a friends house and her shower was not working in the morning so I couldn’t take a shower. My teeth are doing well due to the new toothpaste I got. It’s Aquafresh Extreme Clean. It tastes a bit like citrus halls, which unnerves me.

Well things need doing at the office so for now I must go!