I don’t go to college right now and it’s kind of getting to me since I enjoy learning new things. Then I remembered that in HS I never really learned anything from the teachers anyway. I learned by doing research projects by myself or reading ahead in the textbooks or by talking to people about things. So I was selling K.B.’s old text books on e-bay and I still have 3 that haven’t sold yet. One is called “Our Lives, Our Worlds: A Thematic Reader” I have found it quite enjoyable so far and have considered putting some of the stories or poems on here for everyone to read. I have also begun answering the questions asked in the book. Maybe I am a nerd. Yay! I think nerdy boys and girls are so hot. I have always seemed more the airhead type, even though I think alot usually what comes out isn’t what I want to say. So I like to surround myself with really smart people who can compliment my personality. Also by hanging out with those who are smarter I wind up learning a lot.

One thing I would like to learn more about is dyslexia. I have dyslexia, but only found out in 11th grade. Which is a really late age to find out. I found out in Child Development when I took it in HS. I took so long to figure out because it effects my math more so than my reading. I see numbers weird and then they don’t make sence in my head. I am also pretty bad at spelling due to the fact that I tend to write words phenetocly. (See I even spelt that wrong!) I don’t really mind having it. There are much worse things in life. I feel blessed that it is something so simple.

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I am by no means a comment junkie. I know that a lot of people are crazy about how many comments they get, but I am not one of those people I never have been. I enjoy reading what people have to say about me and what I have written and it certainly is entertaining to me, but in the long run it doen’t matter.

I’m back! I had a wonderful & very positive time at the march. Official count was 1.15 million people, which is incredible. You can read about it here.

It was amazing being a part of something so great. I felt like I really belonged there and I met some very awesome people. My only regret is going with a group and not just with a few friends. I think I would have had a much better experience if I was on my own. However I am glad that I at least got to go. I also saw a shirt that said “Be nice to sex workers.” It was so awesome! I’m going to buy one soon from hips.org. So that was very exciting to me. I got a few posters, but there were so many people around it was hard to get them. If anyone has any questions about what went down at the march feel free to ask me. I’ll fill you in on all of the gritty details.

I made someone an honorary queer at the march, which was very fun. Their was also a point during marching that I looked over and saw all of the main writers at my favorite magazine Bust. I was so excited so I told them that they had an awesome magazine and that I was very glad that they were at the march and they said “You Rock” to me which is so rad b/c I say that to people all the time. It was fate. I was thrilled beyond belief.

The marching itself was the best part. I didn’t see to many anti-choicers protesting us and the ones who were their were clearly insane. One guy was wearing an anti-homo shirt and he called K.B. and I faggots. Hello moron! Ever hear the word Dyke. Also some of the anti-choicers were having their children hold up signs of mutilated bloody babies. I thought that was sick and it actually made me cry. Not the pictures b/c I know that they are fake pictures, but the fact that these sick people would do that to their kids.

Overall it was great and really made me see that I am part of a wonderful thing. Also their were so many guys their I was truely amazed and please. Fabulous!

Well today is another wonderful day in the land of Angie…. My day started with a 45 minute drive to Wilkes-Barre only to get a majorly flat tire. Then I had to sit in the parking lot of a gas station for an hour and then after the very expensive towing guy put my spare on I had to drive 45 mins back to the Pocono’s. Meh. I missed P.T. so I had to reshedual for 2:30 so I have to leave early for that and I’m going to lose money from not working my full day. Oh well…things could be worse I suppose. I could have to shell out money for a tire too. Oh wait! I have to do that as well. The wild world of driving is out to get me. I can’t wait until Sunday so I can get out of this state.

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I’m both excited and a bit nervous about going to the march on Sunday. I’m glad to be part of such a historical event though. It’s going to be really cool to be able to tell my children that I was there. I’m just a little nervous about the backlash that we might see. Hopefully it will be safe. I know that anti-choicers can be very extreme sometimes and people have been hurt in the past. I’m delighted to be going anyway and my new friend Jayleen is going. I meet her through Kimberly and she is really awesome. We laugh and the smae type of jokes and stuff which is great. I’m thrilled that she is going.

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I’m suprised that with how many letters I got to Ask Angie how few people left comments. I guess perhaps it speaks for itself. I also have gotten quite a few letter already for next month and I think they are very entertaining. Oh and yes people really ask me these kinds of questions. You’d be suprised how open most people are to asking strange things when they feel like you want to listen.

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I have a problem with talking. Sometimes I just can’t bring myself to do it. In my head I will be thinking about things to say and thinking about how I should be talking and I just can’t do it. I think that is one of the only things I hate about myself. I have been like that since I was little. If I feel threatened in a situation or if I feel like someone doesn’t want to hear what I have to say I just shut down and can not speak. It’s annoying.

Angie,

Why do so many people have difficulty understanding omnisexuality?

Idle in Idaho

Dear Idle, I must say that I don’t understand this question. I know it relates to transexuals and intersex people because I know the person who asked and she explained it a little. I think they have difficulty understanding b/c their are so many different types of people and terms for those people that things can get majorly confusing. So my advice to you is to just explain to them the many terms. If you submit them to me I will happily put them up here to inform everyone. I’m sure that most people aren’t being ignorant they just genuinely don’t get it. The only way to help them is to talk to them nicely about it. Woot!

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To you,

What is up with the whole name thing for you. Why do you go by Angela when your real name is Kristen. Are you trying to trick people or are you just crazy.

Dumb as Bricks

Dear Bricks, I don’t like the way in which you worded your question. Also I don’t like the way you only gave me 2 choices of what I am and neither of them are positive or true. I also do not like that you put real in italics like that. That is why I named you Dumb as Bricks. Anyway, I didn’t have a good start in life and I used to be a very negative person who did negative things. The name Kristen kind of became linked to those things and those types of behaviors. I changed my name to Angela about 5 years ago through common usage. I did this for me. It was not a ploy to get back at my parents or to annoy people. I did it b/c for me Kristen is who I was, not who I am. Angela is who I wanted to be. She is happy and bubbily and free. That is who I am now. I am still working on legally changing my name, but I’m not at that level yet. I also don’t just use Angela online. All my friends and most of my family call me Angela. It has been a very wonderful change in my life and very helpful in my starting anew. I recommend it.

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Angela,

i know this is an odd question to ask, but i figured that maybe you could answer it. i want to shave my pubic hair because i think that it would be nice. i also think it would be a cool way to suprise my boyfriend.

Dying to be bald

Dear Bald, I’m glad that you feel free enough to ask me such a question. However before I get to my anwser what is with you not capitalizing the beginings of your sentences. Are you trying to do that whole soft spoken emo language thing or is it because all of your sentences being with I. If this is the case and you just never capitolize I then I think that you should go into therapy this could be a sign that you have self-esteem issues. Just a though.

Ok now for shaving… You are going to want to use a good razor that has never been used before. Don’t use those cheap disposable ones. Also be sure that you use a hypoallegenic shaving cream. It will also help further lubricate the razor. Another good thing you can do for your very first time shaving your pubic area would be to get a professional bikini wax at a nice salon then you can do simple upkeep on it. I also recommend that you use soothing aftercare products and use a loofah in the shower to prevent ingrown hairs.

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Angie,

Why do you always dispence critisism on the wardrobes of other and yet you yourself dress so odd. Do you really think you have the right to tell others how they should dress?

Unfashionably Loud

Dear Unfashionable, Odd is not nessasarily bad. I would say that I am a risk taker when it comes to using color in my wardrobe. Also I know how to dress properly I just usually don’t, mainly due to the fact that it annoys so many people. Also I never look bad, just creative. Also yes I do feel I have the right to critisize what people wear. Do you really want to be the next Grace Adler? No I don’t think so. I’m not critical to be a mean vindictive bitch I am trying to help make the world a better place. Also fashion is not very complex it is all about your body shape and the item in which you are looking to buy. I also think I’m rather damn good at what I do in terms of dressing people. You yourself (the person asking this question) have taken my advice from time to time and gotten nothing but compliments. Think about that next time. I’m sure Carson and Clintin would agree.

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Angie,

You have written on your site before about “dental dams”, condoms and latex gloves. I have a few questions about this. What the hell are dental dams?? I thought you were having sex with a chick right now. Why would you need condoms. Also latex gloves?? What the hell??

Unsafe Sexer in Sodom

Dear Unsafe, I hope that you are not a lesbian because if you are you need a big lesson in safe sex. Hell you need one even if your not a lezzie. Ok…I am going to put this in a list format.

Dental Dams: A dental dam is a thin sheet of latex used for oral sex. They work for the vaginal area as well as the anal area. These are wonderful tools for safe oral sex. I recommend getting the bigger sheet size since it covers more area and their is less chance for slippage. I also enjoy the flavored kind. These cost about $1.50 a pop, but are a good investment and if you plan on have oral sex with a guy or girl I would recommend having one around.
Condoms: Any chick using a vibrator or diletto should be using condoms for them. You can get away with not using one on hard plastic or silicone since these materials are non-porous and you can steralize them. However on rubber, jelly, cyberskin, or anything else you should always use a condom. Always. If you don’t you run the risk of infection and grossness.
Latex Gloves: Using gloves is very practical. The smell of pussy is hard to get out of your skin so for a quick fuck on the go nothing beats it. Also it keeps things tidy so there is much less of a chance of scratching the inside of ones vaginal canal. Also gloves are a must for any anal fingering activity.
Remeber lesbians can give each other STDs and HIV so protection is vital.

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Dear Angie,

I’m an average sized girl. I wear a size 6 and I’m happy with my body and not really self-conscious at all. The problem is that my mother is always telling me that I’m fat. It makes me feel really bad that she things this about me. She makes me feel like I’m disappointing her. Sometimes when we are looking at magazines she will point to the very skinny anorexic looking girls and says she wants me to look like that. Sometimes I feel like losing weight just so she will leave me alone. What should I do?
Weighting to Please

Dear Weighting, You seem like you have a very positive body image. I think that is marvolous considering what kind of mother you have. What you need to understand and I think you already do is that your mother is the one who has the problem and not you. If you haven’t told her how you feel them I think that you should try that first. Perhaps she didn’t understand how she was making you feel. If she continues her actions then I would suggest leaving things around the house about having a positive body image and perhaps even the number of a conselar she can call to try and work out her warped vision of normal. Some girls are born looking like that and that is great for them, but it is nothing to aspire to. Hopefully for your sake your mother understands what she is doing and starts treating you better. If you want more info I recommend www.about-face.org. They rock!

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If you want to be featured next month send your question to SparklieSunShine@Hotmail.com and be sure to put Ask Angie in the subject.

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Speaking of About-Face it seems they too are outraged about the new FOX show The Swan. For more info on how to bitch click here.

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Edit: My sincerest apologies for the terrible spelling. Can you believe that I used to win spelling bees? I will make a very great effort to be better with my spelling in the future Ask Angie’s. (Except for the questions. I put them up here almost exactly like I get them. Only I rename the people.)

A survey.

(Real post up later)

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[x]They Call Me: Angela
[x]Also: Kristen, Angie, Ang
[x]Sex: Female
[x]My first breath of air: July 19, 1984
[x]Age: 19
[x]Status: singleish
[x]Occupation: Seceretary
[x]nationality: Only German. Ich bohre.
[x]Best Buds: Kimberly, Andy, Jayleen, Kathleen, and Kyle.

______REWIND_______

[x]Most memorable memory: Meeting Kimberly.
[x]Worst: Losing Grandma………..
[x]First word uttered: I don’t know.
[x]First Friend Ever: Ryan Riley.

_____FAST FOWARD____

[x]College: ESU?
[x]Occupation: I am still not sure. Damnit!
[x]Mobile: huh?
[x]Future resident of: Philadelphia, San Franscico, Toronto??
[x]Wedding: maybe…I would rather be commited. Screw the law.
[x]Children: 0 - 3.
[x]Looking Forward to: Living my life, having a good job, being myself.
[x]NOT lookin forward to: death

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[x]Feeling: happy
[x]Listening: to nothing
[x]Talking to: no one
[x]Doing: this
[x]Thinking Of: a lot of things
[x]Craving: vanilla coke…..bastards
[x]Missing: my friends
[x]Hating: Bush, the goverment, etc…

_____FAVORITES_____

[x]Song: Colorblind by Counting Crows or Wild Horses by The Sundays
[x]Radio Station: none
[x]TV Show: Queer as Folk
[x]Channel: Showtime
[x]Movie: Moulin Rouge
[x]Store: None
[x]Mall: umm….Allentown I guess.
[x]Hang Out Spot: my apartment
[x]Actor: Randy Harrison and Peter Paige
[x]Actress: Kate Winslet and Alyson Hannigan
[x]Food: Fruit
[x]Book: Cunt by Inga Muscio and also the perks by Stephan Chbosky

_______LOVE______

[x]Love Is: lovely
[x]Love or Lust: love
[x]Best Love Song: I’m not sure….
[x]Is it possible to be in love more than one at a time?: yes
[x]When Love Hurts, You: cry

[x]True or False:Is There Such Thing As Love @ 1st Site: I suppose.

_______RELATIONSHIPS_______

[x]Turn Ons: smiling, good personality, fun.
[x]Turn Offs: Straight guys, toughness
[x]Does Ur Parents Opinion On Ur BF/GF Matter?: not at all
[x]What Kinda Hair Style: Any…I like longer hair, but they should have whatever kind of hair suits them.
[x]The Sweetest Thing a lover Can Do For You: anything thoughtful.
[x]Where Do You Go To Meet New PPL: they meet me.
[x]Are You the Type of Person to Holla? And Ask For #’s: If I like the person then sure. I’ll holla. (Isn’t that term old?)

____PICKy PICKY____

[x]Dog or Cat: dog
[x]Short or Long Hair: longish
[x]Innie or Outie: Innie
[x]Sunshine or Rain: SunShine
[x]Moon or Sun: Moon
[x]Basketball or Football: ehhh.
[x]Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x]Hugs or Kisses: Both!
[x]1 Best Friend or 10 Acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x]TV or Radio: neither
[x]Starbucks or Jamba Juice: Jamba Juice sound cooler.
[x]McD’s or Burger King: Wendy’s
[x]Summer or Winter: Summer
[x]Written Letter or Emails: Both
[x]Playstation or Nintendo: I don’t use those things.

[x]Disney or Nick: Disney
[x]Car or Motorcycle: Car
[x]House Party or Club: Club…much safer
[x]Sing or Dance: both
[x]Grind or Slow Dance: Depends what the song calls for.
[x]Yahoo or AIM: AIM
[x]Google or Ask Jeeves: google

____MISC_____

[x]Can you swim: Yes
[x]What ur most embarrassing moment: I’m not sure…..getting caught having sex perhaps.
[x]Whats under your bed: nothing
[x]What are you scared of?: Aliens and Death….(the unknown)
[x]What is your greatest accomplishment: Getting to the point I am at right now.
[x]What kinda roof is over your head: the roofy kind.
[x]Do you like tomatoes: yup
[x]How many tV’S in the house: 3
x]HOw many Phones: including mobiles 2
[x]how many residents: 2
[x]How many DVDS do you have: I’m not sure 15 maybe less
[x]Last Dentist visit: a long time ago.
[x]Last phone call: Kimberly today at work
[x]Last IM: Kimberly.

I\’m feeling alright this morning. I would be feeling a hell of a lot better if I didn\’t wake up late for work this morning and had a chance to shower. I think I might skip lunch today and use my break to shower at my parents house.

Other than that I am in a fairly good mood. Let us see if I am able to maintain it. Ha!

I rented the movie Billy Elliot yesterday so I am kind of excited about being able to see that since I heard from Andy that it is very good.

I noticed that not a lot of people comment when my posts are sad. This makes me a little more sad, b/c it\’s just like life normally is for me. I am happy sunny angie who people don\’t want to see any other way….

I don\’t know if many of you will remember this, but about a week ago I said I wrote something while I was home that I wanted to share, but that it was to heavy or something. I decided to put it up today. Enjoy my inner thoughts…..

Everyday I get a little closer to being the person that I want to be, or the person who I think I should be. Some days I change a lot. I can feel it on those days and I am able to reflect upon it. Most days I don\’t notice it at all. Weeks go by and it doesn\’t cross my mind, but I know that it does. I know this because when I do notice the progression is great.

A great part of my life was spent trying to be this perfect person that everyone would like and find no fault with. When I stood back I saw only a shadow of who I used to be. I am childlike in my ways now I think perhaps b/c I made myself grow up to fast. Or maybe this is just who I am. Perhaps a lot of people are like this and just act more adult b/c they feel they need to.

When I first started my Xanga I made my posts funny & I didn\’t put much thought into them. They were just bright and funny, like me. However there is so much going on behind my sunny smiles and quick wit. I have deep thoughts and fears. I feel the same things that everyone else does.

People usually don\’t like me to talk about things that are real. They don\’t want to know that I have problems too. That sometimes when I am laughing and making jokes I am actually hurting inside and feel like crying. To most people I am this funny, red-headed crazy bisexual who is fine with her sexual orientation, like herself, and enjoys being outrageous. That is not to say that those things aren\’t true, but their are often many truths.

If I talk about how I feel inside, the glamour will be gone and so perhaps will be their reason for wanting to talk to me. I speak out on issues that bother me. I am loud and add humor and I don\’t give a shit about what people who I don\’t like think about me. For that reason I tend to be respected. However when it comes to things that could effect the people I like I am silent and keep my thoughts to myself.

My parents fall into the trap of not wanting to see the real me, or the deeper part of me. They know about some of my problems. They know this b/c I told my mom a little and I don\’t believe they are that stupid. However outside of a few strained and painfully awkward conversations with my mom we never talk about anything real. They have never cared where I was or what I was doing when I was younger, back when I was having a lot of problems so when they did try to find out where I was going or what I was up to I made it into a joke. Such as…

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Dad- \”Where are you off to now?\”

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Me- \”Well some of my friends just got some really great new heroin, really great stuff and since my lines are showing pretty good today I decided to go try it out. Don\’t wait up!\”

After this he would look at me shake his head and I would laugh, leave and come home two day later. Of course I would be at a friends house or something watching movies and talking. It just bothers me that they don\’t care. He doesn\’t ask because he cares…..he asks b/c he thinks he is supposed to care. Ever since the car accident they have both been nicer, but I don\’t care. I\’m not in the mood for them.

I guess I\’ll leave it at that. On a happier note I finished my paper on Omnisexuality so I will put it up tomorrow for your enjoyment and critique. Woot!

Something fun.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
\”\”Why I do believe Sybil has found your bedchamber, m\’lady.\”

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
A fax Machine

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Coral talking about beating bitches up on the RW RR Challenge.

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
10:30am

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

10:13 am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The buzz of many office appliances running.

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
I took Sebastian out to go potty at about 9-10ish.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
This is the first website.

9. What are you wearing?
Colored birks, black tights, a long black pin-striped skirt, a black tank top, and a beigeish sweater.

10. Did you dream last night?
Oh yea……

11. When did you last laugh?
Last night in Target

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A white erase board w/ lunch specials for the guys, a care bears clock that doesn\’t work, a weird alarm company clock that does work, and that is all.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
no

14. Last movie you saw?
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
uhh….. a vanilla coke.

16. Tell me something about you that I don\’t know.
I watch 7th Heaven from time to time with my mom.

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would make everyone into good people. (I know that sentence is a little 3rd grade, but I couldn\’t think of a better way to write it.)

18. Do you like to dance?
Yup.

19. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or someone who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
George Bush is unfit to live and should be burned to death horribly by a force uncreated by me or anyone I know.

(Take that FBI)

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Airikah

21. [Same question for a boy].
Orion

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
absolutely.

Alright. That is it. I am tired of feeling bad. I don’t want to be sad anymore or worry about what people think of me or anything. If they want to be honest with me than that is great. If not. I don’t know.

I want to be Angela agian. Happy. Free. Fabulous.

This is me. This is the person I was born to be. I am not a sad person by nature.

Really I am not saddened by the current situation at all. I am:

Worried
Scared
Nervous
Uncertain

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I just wish I could speak honestly with the people I care about. I want to start over with them. I them to tell me how they honestly think and feel and then speak with them on how I honestly feel.

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I had that dream agian where I am fighting someone, but I can’t hurt them. It’s like I’m punching them underwater and my hits have no impact. I am starting to think I have this dream when I feel powerless agianst something. (The person in the dream was a childhood bully)

Mood: Meh.

I didn\’t go to work yesterday either.

I had an eventful weekend. Some good, some bad. I\’m in a weird headspace this week. I need to snap out of this kind of hopeless feeling. I should probably begin to have private entries so that I can get my thoughts out, but whatever.

I wish that everything was simple or that choices could be made with no hurt feelings. I wish that I could just live the life I want to live. I wish that things could go the way I want them to.

I don\’t know how I feel about my love life. I don\’t know what to do about those I love most.

I love K.B. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in the entire world. (this includes my mother) Not in a strictly romantic way either. I love her like a best friend. I love her like family. She has always been there for me and I trust that she always will be. However I don\’t know if we were meant to be together as a couple. Things that she wants in life don\’t match up with the things that I want. She wants to live for the day and I am very future oriented. I also think that she wants to be with someone who is a lot more emotionally stable than I am. someone who wil compliment her emotional make-up. Alos someone who is more romantic than I am. Also she is the only one I have really truely ever been with and the same goes for her with me. How will we ever know if what we have is right?

Sigh.

I also love A.S. He is a really wonderful person. He makes me laugh. He is nice to me and we also share a lot of the same views on things. I would love to go out with him. I would love to take a chance on him. I think it would be great.

But what if K.B. hates me? What if it ruins our friendship? What if it ruins her friendship with A.S.? What if we all just end up getting hurt.

I don\’t know…….

Things are never simple.

Also I don\’t even know if A.S likes me anymore. K.B. keeps telling me to just go for it and call him. I\’m scared.

I wish I had happier things to write about. A lot of good has happened in the time I haven\’t written, but these things are taking over my mind at the moment. Perhaps I will have a seperate happy post later. I could use some cheering up.

ahh…sweet normal posting. I feel up for it agian. I have no idea why, but the past couple days I just haven\’t been in the mood, not could I really think of things to say. Like that random list about me was supposed to have 10 things on it, but I could only think of 4 and there is a lot more randomness to me than that. Also the cartoons I usually put up didn\’t catch my eye or anything. I don\’t know. It\’s been beige. I\’m feeling divine today however and I am very happy.

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I came into the office today and my boss seemed a little mad at me. He said that we needed to get some things straight. (haha) Then he said that I needed to fully clean my office to perfection, make sure the mailings are done by 12:00 and enter in all the faxes. So I was like \”Ok\”. Then he said that after I did all that I could have whats in the bag and he pointed to a shopping bag by his desk. He let me look inside and quess what is was?!?! A CD Player for Marilyn! (Marilyn is my car\’s name.) Yay! Farewell silent car rides. I will miss you not. Not only is it a cd player, but it also plays CD-RW\’s which is good b/c I am mostly to poor to buy cds. This is so exciting for me. I can\’t wait until it is set up.

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Things are a little confusing for me right now relationship wise. I am having both people over this weekend though so everything is good. We will hopefully get to talk things out and I will be able to tell what I should do. I feel so close to A.S. and that we have such a great friendship I don\’t want to hurt that. I also don\’t want his relationship with K.B. to be messed up either. So we will have to discuss that.

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Lot\’s of people call me a lipstick lesbian. I do not agree. Those girls are hardcore. When I think lipstick lesbian I think hair perfect, nails done, always dressed up, heels daily,etc… I am not that girl. Girls like that are tough. I\’m not tuff. I\’m just a wussy femme who hates pants and carries a purse. I live out of my birkenstocks. I rarely wear make-up. I never do my hair. Doing something with my hair consists of brushing it and keeping it down. Otherwise it goes straight from the shower into a ponytail. Whatever. All I am saying is these people who think I\’m a lipstick lezzie have the wrong girl.

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They don\’t sell soy milk near me at the mini markets and backerys so right now I am drinking cows milk. *gross* I hate cows milk and the idea of it is grotesque. However I need to start getting more calcium in my day so this is what I have to drink. meh.

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I watched Lizzie Maguire last night. That show is really kind of cute. If I was younger, say 14, I think it would have been may favorite show. Adorable.

However when I was 14 my favorite show was also a disney show. Anyone remember Boy meets World? I loved that show. I also loved Cory and Shawn\’s relationship. How when ever they fought they would act like a couple. They acted like a couple anyway. It was great.

Before I knew that I was bi I used to have this picture of Tapanga hanging on my wall.

Yea…I wasn\’t gay at all.

I wonder where she went.

Has anyone seen Danielle fishel in anything in a while?

I hope that everyone has a marvoulous day today. I hope that I do. Don\’t worry I promise to have my posts back up to standard next week.