SO GREAT

There are certain joys that I get from having this here website and one of those joys is seeing the phrases people type in search engines that somehow get them here. My two recent favorites are:

1. Medical Grade Silicon Dildo
2. How do you know when a person is welling you a lie

I can not tell you how happy this makes me. Medical grade silicon dildos! Get them for your friends! I was at first marveling at the fact that they wrote silicon instead of silicone when it occurred to me that I must have that written somewhere on my site and sure enough I found it. (The problem has been fixed just so you know.) Still…I love the idea of dildos being medical grade. While we are on the topic let me just say that if you are going to be using sex toys silicone is really the only material that you should get. The other ones are gross and can also be dangerous. If you would like me to expand on this I can. I know an embarrassing amount about this sort of thing. I used to want to be a sexologist. Oh boy!

The second one is so great because welling you a lie is a great phrase. I’m Welling! You a lie! I am picture digging and all that. I was curious to see when I mentioned welling on my site and apparently I used it in reference to crying which being me makes some perfect sense.

I’M SMILING…WHERE IS MY TREAT?

I am feeling jubilant again. It’s about freaking time. I was even making crazy funny-only-to-me jokes this past weekend. I love those kinds of jokes. They make me all giddy and happy inside and it has been far to long since I was exclaiming insanity at others.

HOLIDAY BLABBERING

The holiday weekend was pretty good. I only saw The Mrs. sparingly, but I also had a sleepover at my friend Kyle’s house. That was nice. He was only up for the weekend for his sister’s graduation, but it was nice to have him around a bit. We went out to dinner and then we went home and watched Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves. I stayed up until 3am which is completely unheard of for me. I still haven’t recovered from it. My actual memorial day was kind of unmemorable. I missed my town’s pathetic parade for the first time since it started which made me feel sad, but it’s not like I missed any real excitement. Then I only saw my extended family on my mom’s side for a few seconds. They went to the ceremony and I stayed behind due to my fear of guns and then they went to my grandmother’s house for a picnic. I chose to avoid the picnic b/c The Mrs. was leaving for soon and I could either go out for lunch with her or to my grandparents house for awkward conversation, Christianity and burnt food. It was an obvious choice.

Then later in the day was a little picnic at my parent’s house. The highlight of the party was when my dog Willow’s “boyfriend” Bobo came over with his owner who is a neighbor of mine. At one point Bobo is drinking some water from a dish when Willow comes up from behind and mounts him. My brother Jayce pushes her off of him and says “Willow! You don’t do that to company.” I found that hilarious. It’s also funny because Bobo is a 175lb Mastiff and Willow is a 65lb Labrador runt.

Bobo is one of the sweetest dogs I have ever met and he was in a fight last week and is all cut up. His owner was talking him on a walk and someone who was doing construction on a building near us had their two pit bulls running around unleashed. The dogs went after Bobo’s owner and Bobo pretty much tore those dogs up. One is still not doing well at all. Stupid dogs. Bobo was rescued from an animal shelter in the Bronx and he was trained to be a fighting dog. You wouldn’t be able tell from how sweet he is, but he has scars from it all over his throat and back. Those pit bulls didn’t know what they were getting in to.

A FEW THINGS ON MY MIND

• I wish I had a shirt that said “I’d rather be fucking” because really isn’t that true for all of us? It’s true for me. Right now. Right now at this very second, Internet, I’d rather be fucking.
• You know those shirts that say that certain professions do it in some fashion that is a kin to what they actual do at work. You know, for example, Golfers do it on the green? I realize that is a bad example, but I made it up. Work with me here! What would a porn stars say? Porn stars do it from 9-5? You really can’t go to a funny place with it, because that is their job. You know who wouldn’t rather be fucking? A porn star. I pretty much bet they are all fucked out. I think I would be. That is to much of a good thing and also porn sex really isn’t the nice happy sex I am talking about anyway. Do you know I’m at my desk at work right now. Where work with my father and many people approach my desk. So inappropriate.
• I never really get tired of Tori Amos. I have been listening to here since I was 7 years old and stealing my brothers cassette tapes. I used to put them in my little tape player that had a microphone attached and I used to belt out the songs. Though I always skipped “Me and a Gun” since it was acapella. Listening to it now I think that was for the best. I still love her and on Pandora.com I pretty much stick to her station all day. Still it’s kind of neat to have had the same favorite artist for 14 years.
• I have also had the same favorite song for 7 years. Oddly it’s not by Tori Amos it is “Wild Horses” by The Sundays.
• I finished reading the book by Mimi Smartypants. I am sad it went by so fast. I love her online journal and it was so nice and kind of comforting to be reading the mini tree-killer version of the site. It was also refreshing to read a book that I found laugh out loud funny. Oh well. I guess now it is time to move onto other more serious reading materials and continue to read her journal.
• I really like the color yellow. Looking at the color makes me sort of giddy. We need more yellow around here! Stat!

HOMEWORK (Edit: 5/31/06 at 10:48am - I am dead serious about this. I already got a submission.)

Write me 500 words about Your Happiest Memory. I will put any and all of them in my next post. Have yours on my virtural desk by Thurday. Thank you.

QUOTE I AM ENJOYING AT THE MOMENT

“There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action and becuase there is only one of you in all of time, thic expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exsist through any other medium and be lost. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it clearly yours and directly, to keep the channel open…Whether you choose to take an art class, keep a journal, record your dreams, dance your story, or live each day from your own creative source, above all else, keep the channel open!”

-Martha Graham

It turns out that I ruined my camera when I fell into the pool. Which sucks because I had so many pictures on there waiting for me to upload them and now I will never have them again…which just really sucks. It occurs to me only now that I should have used the money I had for shopping yesterday on a new camera. I guess I’ll have to wait a bit. I did buy a bunch of things from The Body Shop, Borders and Gap Body. Those items include:

• Spa Wisdom Purify Me Body Mask
• Spa Wisdom Blissful Body Cleanser
• Cassis Rose Shower Gel for Ariana
• Coconut Home Fragrance Oil
• Tea Tree Oil Foaming Face Wash
• I got 7 pairs of these in all different colors
• The World According to Mimi Smartypants by Mimi Smartypants
• Emotional Intelligence by Daniel Goleman
• The Good Earth by Pearl S. Buck
• Bust Magazine
• Bitch Magazine

I had a really good time spending the day with my mom and my sister. I don’t spend enough time with them. My ankle actually did really well. It’s kind of peculiar how quickly I heal. Not something to complain about I suppose.

This weekend is a three day one for me thanks to good old Memorial Day. I am not quite sure of my plans yet. It really depends on what The Mrs. is doing. She may be working. If she is I am going to watch out pitiful town parade and then go with my parents to visit my maternal grandparents for their annual picnic which I usually skip out on. Even though they live 4 miles away from me
I feel like seeing them twice a year is enough. Plus I just know my grandmother is going to say something about my weight. Whatever. I still may go. It means a lot to my mom and who knows, someone else may be knocked up. (BORING USELESS FAMILY INFORMATION AHEAD: My maternal grandparents had four children Sherry, Doug, Gordon and Dean. My mom had my sister, my two brothers and me. Doug had Matthew, Kelly, Elizabeth and Johnathan. Gordon had Rebecca, Nathanial, Kayleen and Ethan. Dean had Alisha, Aaron and Alayna. So it would only be fitting if my Dean had one more just to even things out. I also want to mention that no one goes by a nickname there for some reason.) I am a little excited to see Alayna. She is the newest cousin and she was only a month old when I saw her at Christmas. She has been sick and had actually lost weight since birth so she was only 4lbs. So now she is 6 months old and I hear very healthy. Why you want a Nathanial and an Ethan or an Alisha and an Alayna I have no idea.

Tonight I have some items to drop off the Ariana at work and that is it. The Mrs. isn’t going to be home until 10:30 and I am pretty sure that she is going to have school work to do. I may just go to the gym. It will be good for me and I think it will help my business also. So I may do that prior to driving to Ariana’s store.

Today I am putting in my new consultant so it will be nice and official as of tonight. This is fantastic! I feel really good about it. I can’t wait to get her started. I hope she enjoys it as much as I do and that she is able to find success. I think she will. Even if I get two people on my team by conference it will be nice because that will make me a Senior Consultant. It’s not a leader position, but still a promotion and a little extra cash.

The mood for today is
enthusiastic.

I had a sort of eventful past few days. I had a party in another part of PA on Saturday. It ended up being an hour and a half drive and I got lost twice. So when I finally got there I was quite relieved. I didn’t want to have to make many trips in because I had to park my car quite a ways from the house so I wanted to carry as much as possible. I had my Coach tote-bag full of my printed materials, my Coach purse, my sample basket, my foot-tubs and my towels. So I was carrying a lot and couldn’t see the ground to well. I was supposed to open the gate and walk around the pool. I opened the gate and saw the trailer in front of me that I was trying to get to. I was briefly greeted by my hostess’s niece who went inside to get shoes. I started to walk towards the trailer. Then I tripped and fell down. I was confused at what I fell on and was glad no one saw it happen and then water started to come up through the nylon tarp and I realized I had fallen into the pool. (Yes.) So I first tried to get everything I was holding to the side as quickly as possible and then I got out. Both my Coach bags were soaked. I had to dump water out of them. Luckily my towels were in a garbage bag. I was also drenched and could ring water out of my dress. Of course there was no way to deny what had happened so I had to tell the hostess why I and everything I brought with me was wet. What a way to start a party!

The rest of the evening went alright and the party did good sales wise. It ended a little late and then I got lost once on my way to the highway. Once I was on the right track home I began to relax a bit. I decided to stop and pick up food on my way home since I had not eaten much all day. (I get nervous before parties.) So I stopped at McDonalds. This guy 2 cars ahead of me was literally hanging out the car. Both of his arms were out hanging along the side. He looked sick and then he spit and I was grossed out by that because I can’t stand spitting. Then this kid just starts throwing up like crazy. They didn’t leave the line or anything. Things were backed up too so this kid was hanging out of the car getting sick the whole time and the driver just ordered and got his food like things were completely normal. People are disgusting sometimes. I’m not much better because I had to call The Mrs. while I was waiting to tell her what I was seeing because if I have to see it she has to hear about it.

Sunday morning I woke up and it was quite clear I had twisted my ankle. I had to get an ace bandage from my sister and then I went to my parent’s house and had my dad wrap it up. Then I went to my aunt’s house to wash towels and I propped up my foot and spent a few hours there. Then I went to my parent’s house again, propped up my foot and waited for The Mrs. to get home. I watched Dreamer which is a kid’s movie I guess about a race horse. It was cute and not to long. Then The Mrs. came and got me and we went home. I soaked my foot and put weird chiropractic gel on it which seems to have helped quite a bit.

Monday I had the worst work day in a long time because it seemed like everyone wanted me to get up and walk when I just wanted to prop my foot up and sleep for a few days. Two good things happened during the day.
1.) I got my coffee in. A few weeks ago I mentioned that I might get picked to review coffee here on this website and I was chosen and I have now received lots of free coffee. I love free coffee. So I have 6 blends to review and I will start that Thursday. I hope the coffee is good because I am not going to lie about it.
2.) My hostess from Saturday decided to join my team. That makes her the first person on my down-line and that makes me very very excited! I only need 5 more people to join before I make leader. That would be so fantastic!! So I also get a little leaf charm for my pin and I am going to work on training her in the upcoming weeks. Yes! Things are going to turn out great. I just know it.

Tomorrow I am going to the King of Prussia mall with my sister and my mom and hopefully nothing blog worthy will come about on that trip though I am taking a notebook and pen with me just in case. You never know with my family.

So all in all I am happy right now. Things are moving forward and my ankle is feeling better already.

Hello Internet! I am feeling better! All it took was one nervous breakdown about an hours worth of crying and one very supportive wife who is majoring in psychology. Wheee!

This morning I woke up in a fantastic mood. I also finally remembered to bring my shampoo in from the car so I could make my hair look fantastic again. I also brought my breakfast with me because lately I have felt like cooking. (I know.) I mean really cooking like mixing ingredients together in a specific manner and following some sort of recipe. (I KNOW!) Last night I made a breakfast casserole and organic brownies. The brownies were from a box, but the casserole…that was all me, baby. The Mrs. said it was good and she even ate some for breakfast this morning so that made me happy. I omitted the sausage in it for meatless Boca sausage. If I didn’t tell you that I doubt you would have noticed. I want to make something tonight, but there is a good chance I won’t. The Mrs. has some meatless ribs that she has been wanting for dinner so she will most likely have those and I will have something else easy. I did print up a whole bunch of recipes that I want to try. We’ll see which one I get to next.

I had a party on Wednesday and it went alright. There had been a big cancellation right before the party so only 2 guest attended. However I was still able to get the sales over $100 and I got 3 parties booked. I am letting her keep the party open until next weekend so she can get more orders and perhaps another party.

Sometimes I participate with them at the party and sometimes I don’t. Last night I decided that since there were only a few people there I should do it with them. So I start rolling up my pant leg and there appears to be a big piece of glitter stuck to my leg. That isn’t so uncommon for me so I go to take it off and it is stuck there. I go to pick it off again and it moves and I realize it is a TICK! Oh my god. A live creature full of disgustingness stuck to my body! I am working, mind you, in front of clients so I can not completely lose my shit. I try and calmly let everyone know what is going on and they ask if anyone has any tweezers and one woman does. Then one woman’s husband who came with her suggested they burn it. You can not burn me! It is just not going to happen. So I take the tweezers, get hold of its little body and pull directly outward. Finally I am able to get the thing off and I start bleeding. So then the host took the tick into the kitchen and burned it and I cleaned off the bite with peroxide. Then I tried to get myself together and we went on with the demonstration. I can’t believe that happened! If you are reading this check yourself and your family for ticks, ok? Dangerous. I have to keep an eye on the bite for the next few weeks to see if a red ring develops around it because the equals badness.

I have another party on Saturday in Falls, Pa which is about an hour away from me. So perhaps I’ll make myself a nice CD to listen to on the way out there. This woman I have never met so I am interested to see how it goes. She is doing a Spa Experience and she has about 6 people attending. Six is a nice amount. I like doing parties with about 5-9 people. It’s more intimate and fun. So I am excited about that.

I’m really thinking that The Mrs. and I should take another vacation this year; I want to go to Disney World for a week followed by a one week cruise. I think that would be completely fantastic. Just what we need.

Guys? I’m not happy. I’m just not. I keep trying to see the brighter side and put on a happy face and it’s just getting so hard. It’s the kind of sad where I don’t want to look in the mirror. Where I get nervous talking to people because I don’t want them to look at me. I don’t want to get out of bed in the morning. I don’t want to talk to anyone about anything. I don’t want to have sex or think about sex. I don’t want to dream. I’m having a hard time right now. Perhaps it is just today…and yesterday.

Can someone pull me out of this? Please?

My weekend was fine. My parties were fine. I actually had a good time at my party on Saturday. It was nice to be around people and be social. So why did I wake up in such a funk on Sunday? I think it may have been that after I left that party it really set in that those were not my friends. That was not my life. I left the party and went to my sister’s empty house. I set Grey’s Anatomy up on the TiVo. Then I went to The Mrs.’s house where everyone was already asleep and I sat in The Mrs. and my empty room where I sat and waited for her to come home. I’m lonely.

There is also a bad smell coming from somewhere in the office and I don’t even feel like finding it so that I can fix whatever it is. I just do not care. I don’t want to be here today. I want to be at home in my bed.

My sister is trying to get my to join the gym she goes to. She said we can carpool together, which would be nice. My main problem with Curves is I work alone all day and then I go to the gym where I don’t know anyone and they are all talking and laughing with each other…it’s just to much for me. Plus the whole drive there is me alone in my car and I’m just tired of feeling so lonely. It’s almost double a month what I pay now and I have to wonder if I can do that.

I don’t want to write anymore. I used to love to write. I bought a whole site just so that I can journal. I don’t feel like I have anything good to say.

I gained some weight and you guys should know I don’t really self-deprecate much. It’s just this extra few pounds had caused my clothing really not to fit anymore and I can’t afford to buy all new clothing. I have 1 pair of pants and 2 skirts that fit me well. That’s it and the pants are embellished with sparkles so you can tell when I wear them. I also just look in the mirror and I don’t like what I see. I’m not used to that. I think maybe the extra money would be worth it though if it could get rid of that feeling.

It’s started to effect the way I eat. Everything I eat makes me feel bad about myself. I have been skipping meals a lot and I only feel comfortable eating anything around The Mrs. However she gets home so late that it’s always fast food and that makes me feel worse.

I also don’t want to be sitting alone in my office crying because that just feels pathetic. I feel pathetic.

I was invited to my friend Ariana’s house tonight to give her some of her items from The Body Shop and perhaps also for dinner. I think that will be nice. Hopefully I’m able to go and stay for a while. I found out The Mrs. is off at 6pm which I didn’t know. So I have to call her and see if she wants to go to Ariana’s with me. I am hoping so. I would be nice going there. I always have a good time and leave feeling happy. I could use that right now.

I had to list Sebastian with a pet rescue. We are now “fostering” him until someone adopts him. I understand why my parents can’t keep him anymore and I know he would be happier with people who were able to properly care for him. I’m just going to miss him. He was the sweetest gift I ever got and I was so happy to get him and I’m afraid that I ruined it and I’ll never get something like that again because I mess everything up. I also feel worthless because I don’t have a place to live. I don’t have a place for my dog. My little guy. I already had to give up my Willow when I moved to Wilkes-Barre. When Sebastian leaves I won’t really have a pet anymore.

It’s strange how different things become from how you picture them when you’re younger. Oh if I could only see me now. What a wreck. Perhaps I should pray about it. (Half joking to Steve)

Sometimes I get anxious and I feel like I can’t breathe. I feel like no one likes me or cares what I think and I feel. What if this new job with The Body Shop doesn’t work out? I don’t have anything else.

I had this dream last night (bear with me) and it was the last week of high school and I was graduating with everyone and we were talking about how insane and exciting it was that it was all going to be over soon. I would have loved to have those talks with the people I had known my whole life. Where was I? Oh I was in the office for the last 3 days of school because I got an ISS, but I wasn’t behaved enough to sit in the ISS room so I had to sit in the office outside all of the principals offices. That is where I was. I also didn’t graduate on time because I am a smart ass and I just had to talk back to my math teacher all the time so she hated me and I made it impossible for me to pass her class. Why did I always have to stand up for myself and everyone else so much? Why couldn’t I just shut up and do the work? Why did I always have to be funny and likeable? It’s not like I even talk to all those people I was friends with in high school anymore…

Are you still reading this? If you are I’m really sorry. If you ever come by where I live I’ll by you a drink and we can share a dance. I learned how to do the box step by watching a late episode of Will & Grace. I’m a real catch, I tell you.

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EDIT 1:07pm

I just wanted to update a little to say that I am feeling a bit better. I mostly attribute that to me actually getting all of those thoughts and feelings out of myself. We’ll see.

I tried to make an entry, but anxiety about the party tonight made me a complete spaz so that was not at all possible. I did say I was going to post my goals for the party today so I am here to do that. Wish me luck.

*3 parties booked
*4 recruit packs given out

Sounds easy right? We’ll see.

I bought a packet of information off of Ebay to help me get some new ideas for my business and half of the packet was the woman talking trash about other direct sales business, including mine, and promoting her new business. Plus it was all information I had heard before. I hate it when I buy things that I later regret. Part of this woman’s problem with The Body Shop at Home is having to wash the towels and rinse out the tubs. Seriously? The towels amount to half a load and rinsing all of those tubs take about 5 minutes. Are people really this lazy?

Now, I love The Body Shop, but I do not like direct sales. I’m not a big fan of recruiting people and being a “sales lady”. However I like the company I am doing this for a lot. I use and enjoy the product and I don’t feel like I am doing sales because my customers like the product so much. I don’t know how there are so many other direct sales programs going on out there. I would not do this for any other company. I feel like if I am taking a product into people’s homes and having them test it then it should be something that I really believe in. I am not going to go out there and attach my name and my ethics to just anything and I am surprised at how many people do.

I hope my customers know that. I don’t want to be just another direct sales person with some big scheme. I wouldn’t do that. That isn’t who I am. I know I need to recruit people to get a promotion to Coordinator, but if I didn’t believe that this is an awesome opportunity and a great company to work for not only would I not recruit anyone I wouldn’t be doing it. I just wanted to get that out. People who have a weak constitution who attack a company I work for that I pay to read their attacks just piss me off!!

I’m glad I got that out. She left me sweet positive feed back so I just left her a neutral and I said that the information was misleading.

Tonight I am busy. Well busy with an ish. I’m going to Wal*Mart to get some last minute items for my show tomorrow. I want to get some more foot tubs and a cute bag to put my hostess gift in. I’m also going to do my fingernails and put on clear polish, and then put red polish on my toes. I am also going to watch a training video I have on the Foot Fun spa because tomorrow will be my first one and then I am going to my Aunt’s house later on in the night to do a practice spa for her, The Mrs. and my cousin. Hopefully that will go well. I like to be over-prepared. Tomorrow I will set up my goals.

I used that Veet Bladeless Razor kit this morning on my legs. That is some scary stuff. It worked, but it also freaked me the hell out. I’m not sure if I will use it again. I left a bit on my fingernail for a bit to long by accident and it felt like it was dissolving my nail! I also love that you have to wash your hand immediately after application, but you can leave it on your legs for the full 3 minutes. It also states all over the bottle that you can leave it on for no more than 6 minutes. Creepy. Has anyone else ever used this stuff? It was amazing to be able to get rid of 4 months of hair with a glide of the rubber blade. I also did my armpits and it said not to use deodorant for 24 hours. I forgot and used it anyway. Who knows whats going to happen to me.

I am here. I am writing out a post. Finally. I have been trying to get myself to do it since I opened Microsoft Word the Tuesday after I last posted and stared at the blank screen for about ten minutes. I feel like I am going to bore someone with the goings on of my life because really I have just been working and I don’t want to become some sort of career blogger who only talks about their job. The thing is though, that is all I have really been focusing on these past few months.

I am a failure. It is the one thing I have always done. I have always failed. In school I got suspended too much. I always received bad grades. I didn’t even graduate on time! I didn’t go to college. I just always fail. Then I started doing this new job and people: I love it. We’re talking about me here. I am the embodiment of hating jobs. What is more is that I am good at it. I get recognition from my up-line Director who will make around $100,000 this year and could have much better things to do than sweet talk me, but she has. I am also on track to become a leader myself. I am taking leadership classes once a week and I just feel so happy about it. I also finally have parties again. (Just in case you don’t remember my last home party was back in February.) I have two this weekend and one next Wednesday.

So I am trying to succeed at this and while I’m at that all personal time has gone out the window. The past two weekends I have been up by 6am and I have been out at the gas station handing out catalogs and trying to get bookings. The Laundry is backed up again so tonight I am going to the laundry mat to do it. I am also nearly out of money because I am terrible with spending so I need to dip into my savings to pay to wash The Laundry. My hair is a mess because I am not doing well with the upkeep. My eyebrows haven’t been plucked since Christmas and I haven’t been to the gym in at least a month. I may be able to get myself to go to the gym soon though because lately I have been thinking about how good it would be for my networking. It’s a women’s gym so everyone in there is a possible client for me. I was also told I can hang up flyers. It will be easier to get to the gym when I think of it as a career move instead of just removing the jiggle from my ass.

Grey’s Anatomy was amazing on Sunday and I have never cried that hard during a TV show ever! I mean when the doctor who caused the accident was apologizing to the father and he accepted. Oh man. I can’t wait until the season finale. This show is SO AMAZING. I usually don’t let myself watch new shows, but I am so glad I watched this one. In other TV related news this was the worst season of Gilmore Girls EVER! It sucked the big one. If you know me I would not trash the Gilmore Girls if it was not at all deserved. I mean it is my favorite show and I own every season of it that has been released. However this season feels like they have been taking writing directions from the people who right 7th Heaven. So slow and so boring. Will they get married? Will they not get married? Blah, blah, blah… I was so disappointed and dare I say, bored during the finale. The finale! The episode that should have you on the edge of your seat in anticipation and then you will spend all summer waiting to find out what happens next. It was lackluster. Quite frankly, if Amy Sherman-Palladino writes next year at all like she wrote this year it would be better for all parties if she just took some sleeping pills and left us all alone.

Back to Greys: When the episode about the bomb came on and it was so insane I was wondering how the hell they were going to top that episode for the finale. I have no idea and they gave us almost no clues. We know it’s going to involve them trying to get a heart for Denny, but it is a two hour show!! What’s going to happen?? I can’t wait!

So work and two shows….my life. The Mrs. is still working a lot. I don’t see her much. I discovered that I can handle drinking a Manhattan. My skin is looking a lot better.

I’m not forming proper thoughts, but at least it is an update.

More tomorrow!

I’m not really in full updating mood even though a lot has been going on. My head is really full and I have been working really hard because of me putting my promotion on the fast track.

However I just found out are recruiting promotion for May and it is rocking my world. Every single person who joins my team in May will get $100 in free products just for qualifying. All you need to do to qualify is sell $400 in products. I did that at my launch!!

Plus for every person who joins my team in May I get $100 in free products. That makes my head spin. My goal was to try and get six people to join my team in May. So I would get them $100 to get going. I would get me $100 in products and I would get my big promotion.

I can’t believe it! I could dance. I can’t wait to start to adding people to my team.

I am also going to try to get at least one person on my team from another state. That way we are kind of branched out.

We’ll see. I’m just so excited about this!!